What a roller coaster it has felt like to just stay home. After the initial shock and awe of this global catastrophe, the changes and uncertainty set in and along came fear. Because this is scary! None of us have endured something so deadly and out of our control in this lifetime. I'm generally a trusting person, some may say cavalier, but that didn't stop the fear from affecting me. I watched the news, listened to friends, and got caught up. I barely recognized myself. Let's